The speech of self-esteem
I'm coming home mother,- that's what I said on the phone. I was angry, mad and began to argue with my friends. Some people are capable of anything!- I thought.They can't even  say the right things in the right place. And the most special thing is that they are still ready to show off. The boss congratulates them on their success, the teachers congratulate these students on their "hard work", the trainers are proud to have such amazing individuals among them. But is this fair? Why these useless people are considered the same as the successful ones. Is there any explanation for this? What is wrong?  So many questions and not a single reasonable answer.
We think, we feel, think, write, paint, execute, work etc etc. And it seems like this phenomen is present everywhere. Always there to bring you down.
I experienced this situation and I felt like I couldn't do nothing about it.
I went home, I stand in front of my mum and made a long long speech:
Why this happends? Why is this world so unfair ? Is there something wrong with me?
Doesn't matter. This will make me strong. Although a lot of people don't deserve anything they still get what they want. What about us? What about the hard working people?
We have to study, to work and above all to sacrifice in way to achieve our goals.  Whereas these others don't have to do nothing, but beeing lazy. Yes unfortunately this is the sad reality. But don't worry mother. You know that nothing can stop me. There will always be situations like this. I know, I know. Trust me these moments will make me stronger. I feel it and I'm a 100% sure. Yes nobody can bring me down, after all if you don't face this kind of anger you will not fight harder.
And at the end my mother's reaction was: Wow, you go girl. Keep it up, like you always do. Be an invictus woman now and forever. Nelson Mandela is your role model, so try to follow his steps my dearest. Do never give up, because you were born and YOU will be someone important one day. One day in a near future.
Yes these sentences gave me force. I needed it, I needed this encouragement. You girls, you boys, you women, you men do never quit. Try to cheer yourself up with the relatives you care most of, because they will never let you down.
Thanks for reading
And good luck :)
Lots of love
J.K.