Stressed about your future? Don't worry, me too.

Just got graduated and you already haven't chosen your university? Still confused about what you wanna do with your life? Relax, you are not the only one getting through this. Trust me I am in this labyrinth too. My head is a mess, and I am really worried about  my life at this point.
Many of you haven't decide what to study, or want to study more than two or three subjects at the same time. You haven't made your mind yet, but chill no need to panic for that.
When you choose your university in a certain way you choose how to build the path of your success. Lots of schools offer students what they want but it's up to students to choose which is the best for them. Don't be frustrated by others. Listen your inner voice, and pick the one which fulfills all your requirements.
Each of us knows his strong and his weak points and this is what their importance consists on.
First, by focusing on them you develop unique skills. Soon you realize that you are able face everything on your own. You are grown enough and nothing seems impossible. It needs time and will. That's all, trust me you don't need a magic stick.
Second, it gives you the clue to find the missing piece of your puzzle. Once you find it you never lose it again.
And there you have the completed puzzle, looking perfect just like you wished it.
That's what I did and continue to do during this time. I concentrate I don't get disturbed. Of course there will be unpleasant surprises during your way, but you will always find the way out if your goal is to discover the real you.
All in all the university is just a contemporary home the manager of which is you and only you.

Hope I helped anyone out there.
Remember to live the moment and take life as it comes.
Sincerely
J.K

My endless fear

In life we try to learn new things, to give them a real understandable meaning. The whole process may seem complicated but it is a kind of ritual which we are all part of. You see, you analyse, you think, and ... then you act. I really like this word ACTING. Pretend to be someone or to feel something which is not part of yours. But after all it's the key to solving the problem. All we have to do is to remain ourselves. This is kind of a paradox but the question is what do we really have to do?

At the beginning of this academic year I was really optimistic. I became an auntie which was an incredible feeling, I was one of the top students in my school and I finally met my father for the first time after two years. It couldn't have been better, that's what I thought. I aimed high and suddenly everything became crystal clear. My focus on my future turned out to be much more difficult than I expected. In fact it was pretty scary and that was the moment when I began to realize how endless my fear was. I hated it since I first felt it. I detested it with my whole soul. It was there to knock me down, to laugh at my failings and to be the first to enjoy the show named " I CAN'T DO IT".
I grew larger and larger, actually it became huge. It was like a shadow which followed me everywhere I went. An impossible mission that's what it was to get rid of it.
My biggest dream was to study at Cambridge, one of the best universities in the whole planet. I thought that nothing could stop me from making my dream come true. Are you curious how it continues? Keep reading.
I started to be realistic. After I saw the fees of the uni, the living cost and the budget I needed to afford a normal living there well I was shocked. I am not rich. God damn I don't have millions to spend. And I don't want my parents to borrow money in order to afford my school. No way. I am a grown up woman now and I am ale to understand how hard is to find the path and to build the statue of success beside it. Our parents are our everything. They are our biggest support, our protective angels. our lucky charms, our inspiration and above all our motivation. When we achieve something we dedicate everything to them. It is not their duty to always  sacrifice for us. I do agree that we need financial support but it's us who is developed and matured to face new challenges not them. When tomorrow comes you will be on your own out there, with no mummy and no daddy. Just you, yourself and you. This is pure definition of an endless fear.

It was the main sentence in my head but I overcame it. How I did that? Well nothing special. I know that fear will forever be my close friend so I dealt with it. Put it this way; My life has just begun and I will live it so I won't have any regrets in the near future. My best buddy FEAR you have to face it too. My failings and my success they are mixed together and so are you with me,

Plus you owe something to that endless fear, your achievements so far.I guess you understood that nothings is as bad as it looks like, it's just a matter of an individual perception.

Sending you a huge motivating hug.
Thanks for reading
Sincerely
JK

I miss my ...

Sometimes it's hard to cope with pain. Sometimes it's hard to accept the fact that your loved ones are gone, forever. You miss them, even though they are still there. Don't be that surprised, you all know that they protect us. Our angels continue to take care of us.
It happends a lot to me to feel their absence. Starting with "the smile". Everytime I think of them I remember their magical smile. It's weird though that you find it so peaceful. It makes you feel good.
When you have the people you love  alive, you are happy and blessed. But when they don't exist anymore, you start to feel empty. Nothing has sense. When I was a kid I always asked myself : Why do people have to go on sky? ( I don't like to use the verb die even now,because it's so sad and dark)
In addition you realise that not every question needs an answer. You just have to let it go. God gave us life, we have to live it. He gave us time, we have to use it. Not for the painful past but for the bright future. I'm not saying to forget what happened. NEVER forget the people who made you smile.  What it's done can't be undone but it can be memorable. All we have to do is to leave our greatness blossom :)
Take care and good luck
Sincerely
JK

PS: I haven't posted for a long time and I'm sorry for that. But important is that I'm back, more inspired than ever. And I do need to share this inspiration of mine with all of you.

My british journey

It was a dream,a beautiful magical dream. Everything I saw, each place I visited and all of those amazing landscapes made me realise how "The real England" was like. I stayed there for two weeks ,long enough to work on my british accent . Yes actually the summer school was really cool too. I had the chance  to spend my days in Frensham Heights school. I was in Dumbledore class. Everyone ( including the staff of course) was so nice and friendly. Well saying the truth at the begining not that much but after two days I was used to them and ready for the change. I was in London in my favourite city, of which I dreamed since I was a little kid. When I stood in front of Big Ben and London Bridge I felt lost in time. My eyes were full of tears and I didn't even know why. Maybe because I couldn't believe I was actually in London. It was definitely too good to be true. I was thrilled, full of excitement. That day was and I think it will forever be " the best day of my life". Then I went to Cambridge, Winchester and Hampton court. They were 100% amazing. The architecture there, I don't know what to say. I was speechless. Those old buildings, the gothic style, the sculptures, the palaces told me a lot of things. And now I am  more sure than ever that in my future I want to study architecture. Its history, its origin is really interesting. I am curious to discover and to find every single piece of this big puzzle. This way I can feel part of the world and be inspiring to other people...

A memorable day for an invictus legend (Madiba)

Happy birthday Nelson Mandela. You were , are and forever will be my role model. Thanks for being such an inspiration. You are a legend that's why you continue to motivate me.
People like Madiba are hard to find and more hard to replace. They leave deep footsteps in our lives. Their dreams became true only because of their ambition and their force. Madiba had the power to change the world. He had a gift which was : Helping people to believe.
He was able to reach our soal. Personally I think that he is still here. Everywhere I go, I think there is still hope. Hope for a better change...

Do what you feel inside...

Thinking about future, it's a hard thing to do. You have a lot of ideas and at the end you can't decide. You're stuck in the middle of nothing. With so many choices we don't know what we REALLY want to do. Make up your mind girl,- that's what my parents always say to me. But it's not that easy to decide. Time passes  so fast and we still don't have any plan. Personally I feel confused sometimes because a lot of people tell me (or better saying want to give me their opinion) on what should I do. I mean, don't they have nothing else to do? They do  really cross the line, but c'est la vie and we can't stop them.
 But it's up to us to build a great  future. It's my life, it's your life that's why we shouldn't be influenced. Think, think again, what is that thing you really want to fight for?  Analyze your thoughts and find the biggest pleasure. Do never forget: We are who we are. Different people, different minds. Though we start small we will dream big. That's the moto you should never forget.  Do what you feel inside.
Hope you will all have a nice day
Lots of love
J.K

Bring Pop Art to life again

 It's about time to explode the colors you have inside of you. We all have our pot of gold so let's share it together. Let's see what we are able to to come up with. Let's make our colors burst. We are unique aren't we. Search for your dreams, fight for them and at the end you will experience something never seen before. Just do it, leave your steps everywhere you go. This way luck will be able to follow them and to stand by your side one special day.