Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Surviving in one of those No days! 
Being sad, feeling down morally, thinking that the whole world is against you and everything that you do is wrong. Facing thousand of problems at the same time. Feeling like your head is going to explode. And yes thinking that you may be cursed. Nobody understands, even your parents and your other family members. Yes I overthink sometimes and I say Why? Why it happends all the time? Why I continue to suffer so damn much? Is this fair? Everybody wants to know the answer, but can't you people understand? I can't answer them. It's all there insise of my mind. And excatly this moment people think that you are crazy, some others consider you as a monster, as a selfish person and for what? For the reason that you can't give them a smile and the right answer every time they want it. For feeling sad, and desperate with yourself.
It's hard trust me, I know 'cause I've been there.
Some people want to help you with idiot sentences such as : Don't be sad. We can do it together. What, what can we do together if you don't stand there when I need you?
These "good" people claim that they helped you in your hardest moments but instead of that they did nothing but hurted you. Yes because it's easier from where they are standing. From the distance everybody wants to help you, but the very first moment when they stand next to you they vanish. The fly away far far away from you.Yes this is sad but true. Unfortunately it is the sad reality.And at the end you lose your mind, you can't control yourself and you have the right to do so. We are humans after all, right? You may think like me but try to tell that to my mum, or dad. All you get would be an answer like: Hey hold your mouth! Whom you think you are speaking with!
And after hearing that sentence, you can't do nothing, otherwise you may get punished. The only thing left for you is crying. Yes this way you can get rid of the anger and disappointment you have inside of you. Or you can even listen to songs who give you force and cheer you up.
But that doesn't mean you have to give up. Never do that. Try to boost your self-esteem and never quit ! Think pozitive and stay away from the negative thoughts. That's the best advice I can give to all of you, because it always worked for me. This way you can survive in these kind of bad days. Don't forget that after a hurricane always comes the rainbow. :)

Good luck and just be you
Lots of love
J.K.

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