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Sometimes it's hard to cope with pain. Sometimes it's hard to accept the fact that your loved ones are gone, forever. You miss them, even though they are still there. Don't be that surprised, you all know that they protect us. Our angels continue to take care of us.
It happends a lot to me to feel their absence. Starting with "the smile". Everytime I think of them I remember their magical smile. It's weird though that you find it so peaceful. It makes you feel good.
When you have the people you love  alive, you are happy and blessed. But when they don't exist anymore, you start to feel empty. Nothing has sense. When I was a kid I always asked myself : Why do people have to go on sky? ( I don't like to use the verb die even now,because it's so sad and dark)
In addition you realise that not every question needs an answer. You just have to let it go. God gave us life, we have to live it. He gave us time, we have to use it. Not for the painful past but for the bright future. I'm not saying to forget what happened. NEVER forget the people who made you smile.  What it's done can't be undone but it can be memorable. All we have to do is to leave our greatness blossom :)
Take care and good luck
Sincerely
JK

PS: I haven't posted for a long time and I'm sorry for that. But important is that I'm back, more inspired than ever. And I do need to share this inspiration of mine with all of you.

My british journey

It was a dream,a beautiful magical dream. Everything I saw, each place I visited and all of those amazing landscapes made me realise how "The real England" was like. I stayed there for two weeks ,long enough to work on my british accent . Yes actually the summer school was really cool too. I had the chance  to spend my days in Frensham Heights school. I was in Dumbledore class. Everyone ( including the staff of course) was so nice and friendly. Well saying the truth at the begining not that much but after two days I was used to them and ready for the change. I was in London in my favourite city, of which I dreamed since I was a little kid. When I stood in front of Big Ben and London Bridge I felt lost in time. My eyes were full of tears and I didn't even know why. Maybe because I couldn't believe I was actually in London. It was definitely too good to be true. I was thrilled, full of excitement. That day was and I think it will forever be " the best day of my life". Then I went to Cambridge, Winchester and Hampton court. They were 100% amazing. The architecture there, I don't know what to say. I was speechless. Those old buildings, the gothic style, the sculptures, the palaces told me a lot of things. And now I am  more sure than ever that in my future I want to study architecture. Its history, its origin is really interesting. I am curious to discover and to find every single piece of this big puzzle. This way I can feel part of the world and be inspiring to other people...

A memorable day for an invictus legend (Madiba)

Happy birthday Nelson Mandela. You were , are and forever will be my role model. Thanks for being such an inspiration. You are a legend that's why you continue to motivate me.
People like Madiba are hard to find and more hard to replace. They leave deep footsteps in our lives. Their dreams became true only because of their ambition and their force. Madiba had the power to change the world. He had a gift which was : Helping people to believe.
He was able to reach our soal. Personally I think that he is still here. Everywhere I go, I think there is still hope. Hope for a better change...

Do what you feel inside...

Thinking about future, it's a hard thing to do. You have a lot of ideas and at the end you can't decide. You're stuck in the middle of nothing. With so many choices we don't know what we REALLY want to do. Make up your mind girl,- that's what my parents always say to me. But it's not that easy to decide. Time passes  so fast and we still don't have any plan. Personally I feel confused sometimes because a lot of people tell me (or better saying want to give me their opinion) on what should I do. I mean, don't they have nothing else to do? They do  really cross the line, but c'est la vie and we can't stop them.
 But it's up to us to build a great  future. It's my life, it's your life that's why we shouldn't be influenced. Think, think again, what is that thing you really want to fight for?  Analyze your thoughts and find the biggest pleasure. Do never forget: We are who we are. Different people, different minds. Though we start small we will dream big. That's the moto you should never forget.  Do what you feel inside.
Hope you will all have a nice day
Lots of love
J.K

Bring Pop Art to life again

 It's about time to explode the colors you have inside of you. We all have our pot of gold so let's share it together. Let's see what we are able to to come up with. Let's make our colors burst. We are unique aren't we. Search for your dreams, fight for them and at the end you will experience something never seen before. Just do it, leave your steps everywhere you go. This way luck will be able to follow them and to stand by your side one special day.

Make your own BOOM!

Here they are, the hottest days of the year. High temp. sunny days, crowded beaches and a lot of colors. These days  you will see everywhere 

ALL THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW...

Summer season 2014 = colorful clothes 

It's all about their combination. Mix red and yellow, orange with blue or pink, green with yellow or violet etc etc. Feel free to wear any color you like.

Of course  I am not saying that white is not the one you should pick. Don't  forget that WHITE and Black are everywhere to be seen. 

 But why not coming with something new, something never seen before.It's the perfect time to do it. Be inspired by Mara Hoffman, that is the advice I can give to you.

Refresh your style, your wardrobe, your shoes, your accessories and even your house. 

I know that there may be too much colors  in a single outfit , but at least  give it a try.

Hope you'll  appreciate my opinion 

Lots of love

J.K.

There you go madam

It was 6.00 pm and I was going to visit my cousin. I started to walk,then I crossed the road. After I was on the other side suddenly an old woman took my hand. I got scarred at first. She wanted to apologize because she obviously saw my face reaction. After that she gently asked me if I could help her to get on the other side because she was half blind.
Of course I'll help you.  Here let me help you,- that was what I said and I don't know why but she made me reflect. Maybe it was because of her honest smile?
The "old woman" thanked me and said " God bless you my dear" .
I didn't do nothing big, but there are actually these nice little things which make us feel good. They make us human.  It's an extraordinary feeling you get after helping others. Being there for somebody, trying to  make them stand up tall when they fall down. Be good, make good this way you will receive it back. Do never forget "You always get what you give"...

Thanks for reading
And good luck
Lots of love
J.K.😊

  Just be different, just be you...
   Lots of love 
   J.K.

The speech of self-esteem
I'm coming home mother,- that's what I said on the phone. I was angry, mad and began to argue with my friends. Some people are capable of anything!- I thought.They can't even  say the right things in the right place. And the most special thing is that they are still ready to show off. The boss congratulates them on their success, the teachers congratulate these students on their "hard work", the trainers are proud to have such amazing individuals among them. But is this fair? Why these useless people are considered the same as the successful ones. Is there any explanation for this? What is wrong?  So many questions and not a single reasonable answer.
We think, we feel, think, write, paint, execute, work etc etc. And it seems like this phenomen is present everywhere. Always there to bring you down.
I experienced this situation and I felt like I couldn't do nothing about it.
I went home, I stand in front of my mum and made a long long speech:
Why this happends? Why is this world so unfair ? Is there something wrong with me?
Doesn't matter. This will make me strong. Although a lot of people don't deserve anything they still get what they want. What about us? What about the hard working people?
We have to study, to work and above all to sacrifice in way to achieve our goals.  Whereas these others don't have to do nothing, but beeing lazy. Yes unfortunately this is the sad reality. But don't worry mother. You know that nothing can stop me. There will always be situations like this. I know, I know. Trust me these moments will make me stronger. I feel it and I'm a 100% sure. Yes nobody can bring me down, after all if you don't face this kind of anger you will not fight harder.
And at the end my mother's reaction was: Wow, you go girl. Keep it up, like you always do. Be an invictus woman now and forever. Nelson Mandela is your role model, so try to follow his steps my dearest. Do never give up, because you were born and YOU will be someone important one day. One day in a near future.
Yes these sentences gave me force. I needed it, I needed this encouragement. You girls, you boys, you women, you men do never quit. Try to cheer yourself up with the relatives you care most of, because they will never let you down.
Thanks for reading
And good luck :)
Lots of love
J.K.

           Smile, that's the answer...
 Are we enjoying ourselves? Are we happy enough?
It's  12 o clock in my country and I feel  already lost. Moody people everywhere in this cloudy day. But I want you people to know   that if you want something nothing can stop you(even this bad weather which affects people). Maybe I dream too much, maybe I  want too much but it's absolutely true that I want negativity far away from me and from my city. It's just a random day but I think that I never felt so strong. Yeah just like the song says I feel like there's nothing I can't try.
It started bad but now I feel the real me. Always ready for a good change. Everyday I try to do that because  I usually overthink and that's not a good thing. Trying to solve a hundred problems at the same time. It's crazy, you can't handle them. Instead of feeling bad I smile. I know that even in the hardest moments there  will be always a reason you can smile for.
If there was a doctor whose best advice would be Smile he would be my favorite one.
I think that we blame ourselves for everything, and we shouldn't do this at all. Otherwise we will feel useless, just like some  dirty empty sheets. Empty because you feel like you are not able to do nothing and dirty because you can't get rid of this anger, there's nothing you can do about it.
Stop for a minute, starre at you feet, realize you are living. You somewhere in this big planet. You, a special person. You the reason of somebody's smile. And at the very end of this moment SMILE. That's the key you need, tha's the answer you were looking for.

Good luck and have a good day
Lots of love
J.K.

Surviving in one of those No days! 
Being sad, feeling down morally, thinking that the whole world is against you and everything that you do is wrong. Facing thousand of problems at the same time. Feeling like your head is going to explode. And yes thinking that you may be cursed. Nobody understands, even your parents and your other family members. Yes I overthink sometimes and I say Why? Why it happends all the time? Why I continue to suffer so damn much? Is this fair? Everybody wants to know the answer, but can't you people understand? I can't answer them. It's all there insise of my mind. And excatly this moment people think that you are crazy, some others consider you as a monster, as a selfish person and for what? For the reason that you can't give them a smile and the right answer every time they want it. For feeling sad, and desperate with yourself.
It's hard trust me, I know 'cause I've been there.
Some people want to help you with idiot sentences such as : Don't be sad. We can do it together. What, what can we do together if you don't stand there when I need you?
These "good" people claim that they helped you in your hardest moments but instead of that they did nothing but hurted you. Yes because it's easier from where they are standing. From the distance everybody wants to help you, but the very first moment when they stand next to you they vanish. The fly away far far away from you.Yes this is sad but true. Unfortunately it is the sad reality.And at the end you lose your mind, you can't control yourself and you have the right to do so. We are humans after all, right? You may think like me but try to tell that to my mum, or dad. All you get would be an answer like: Hey hold your mouth! Whom you think you are speaking with!
And after hearing that sentence, you can't do nothing, otherwise you may get punished. The only thing left for you is crying. Yes this way you can get rid of the anger and disappointment you have inside of you. Or you can even listen to songs who give you force and cheer you up.
But that doesn't mean you have to give up. Never do that. Try to boost your self-esteem and never quit ! Think pozitive and stay away from the negative thoughts. That's the best advice I can give to all of you, because it always worked for me. This way you can survive in these kind of bad days. Don't forget that after a hurricane always comes the rainbow. :)

Good luck and just be you
Lots of love
J.K.

When I first saw Pretty hurts by Beyonce a lot of ideas crossed my mind.  I started to read all the comments below the video. Some of them loved it and some others claimed that there was too much irony on that video. I personally think that you are both right.
Well I have to admit that the message that this video transmits it's very strong and it makes you reflect on your "beauty sacrifice". A lot of girls are obsessed with their body. They are able to do everything just to be the perfect skinny lady. But wait a second. Why we have to do this? Aren't we beautiful enough? Aren't we attractive enough?
Just stare at your reflection in the mirror, and answer these questions: Am I brave enough? Is this the real me? Am I confident enough?
Some of you may think that the body is not what you would like to be, and some others ( who are skinny enough) will make a terrible face expression and will say OMG I am so fat; I imediately need to lose some weight.  Yes I am saying that you ladies ,  ( not all of you but the majority part of you) always find something to complain about.But why you keep doing this? Do never give up on you,  because you are original and that can not be replaced. Each of you is special and unique. Life has its own ups and downs but that doesn't mean that you have to quit. Surround yourself with pozitive thoughts instead. Try to be confident, believe in you. Just do it, because you can,- always keep this moto inside of your head. Don't stop, do as much as you can.
I think that the real beautiful ladies are those who own the inner beauty. Why exaggerating, when you can have everything you want to?
Having the perfect body, the perfect weight, the perfect size = stressful life + unhappy life Yeah who would like that?
To all the women out there please continue to be yourselves. Don't be a victim of a fake perfection. Please appreciate the real you and don't be sad because of the skinny girls you see on instagram. Trust me you are much healthier than those models who eat cotton :)
Well this was my first writing and I hope you enjoyed it.
Good luck and just be you.
Lots of love
J.K.